Witam
przepraszam ze po angielsku ale nie mam czasy tlumaczyc, a zadnych skomplikowanych slow tu niema i mysle ze bez problemu to zrozumiecie. To moja wiadomosc, do bliskiego kolegi, forum sledze juz od lekko 3 lat, od kiedy to wlasnie ta dziewczyna dala mi kopa w dupe. I prosze nie komentujcie, tylko poradzcie. Przy okazji dziewczyna ma tysiace innych adoratorow i ciekawa zasade ze pierwsza nigdy nie inicjuje zadnego kontaku. Takta ksiezniczka, tylko ze w srodku jest niesmiala i zamknieta. I jescze jedno, nie mam ze soba zadnych problemow, mam zajebiste zycie i ide do przodu, inne dziewczyny tez wyrywam jak mam ochote ale z ta jest troche inaczej, bo nie dopuszczam mysli ze moglbym ja stracic, przegrac. I nie mowcie mi odpusc, bo nie odpuszczam.

i have been in 2nd class of high school, new year started, new ppl came to school and also her. I saw her somewhere in the school and i saw something special bout her
she vas very shy, natural and gorgerous!
my good girl-friend was with her in one class
so we arranged a meeting, we have met, i took her number and then we were wrtiting thousand of sms and messages
but only like a friend.. i did not escalate any touch, nothing, i did behave like a total pussy
so after some shit tests from her side, some strange actions and argues i told her everything, that i would like to be someone more than a friend
and she just told me that she did not expect it (she knew it of course but anyway) and then for about one year we were in same school avoiding ourselves
i mean
we were looking for ourselves but when we met we were both looking other sides
sometimes when out eyes met i saw how shes eyes are getting bigger
thats a natural prove that she just likes me
my hearth was stopping for few seconds allways when i saw her
and then
after one year we went on the same party
we were looking all the time at each other
and making some strange stuff.. like when she was smoking cigarettte i took it from her and told her not to smoke etc
then she asked me one time whats up ?
and i just said "fucking awsome" turned and gone away
2nd time she also asked like this
i made it again
i have been drunk
i dont know why
i did it
and now
after next one year
of 0 contact
about 2 weeks ago i wrote a message to her on facebook
we were talking like nothing ever happend
today again
for one hour talking bout our future and plans
some laughing
Oh?
she was asking when am i going back
but
anyway
what should i do
i feel like i am getting in the same shit again
Probably i should just go back to Poland and kiss her.